On April 9, 2008, my life was irrevocably changed. Every risk I’ve taken in the last two years has been a direct result of almost a single moment in time. I remember looking at one of my best friends, Brad, and saying “I am going to quit my job and travel the world.” To hear Brad describe this moment is somewhat shocking, because he could see in my eyes how real this was, and he knew it would happen.
A few days into this trip, we arrived at the Rugenpark Hostel in Interlaken, Switzerland and met Chris. How many cracks there were in the external structure of my life at this point I can’t say, but all it took was a few minutes of conversation with Chris to bring the entire thing crashing down.
When we first talked to Chris to check in, I complemented him on his fantastic English and we were all shocked to find out that he was actually American! We asked him how he came to be running a hostel in Switzerland and he explained how many years ago he had done the typical backpacking trip through Europe after college – but unlike most, he had fallen in love with Switzerland and simply decided to stay. He loved to ski and spent years doing whatever jobs he could to raise just enough money to pay for that day of food and skiing, finding the ideal job was washing dishes in the midday so he could ski in the morning and the evening.
It may seem like a simple interaction, a simple set of knowledge gained which really should have already been there. Maybe it’s a truth you already know, maybe it’s a false hope you don’t agree with. Whatever the case, it’s part of the reason I share my adventures with you. I don’t hope to make you “crazy” like me, but I do hope that I can show that it’s not always as hard as you think to do something you want to do. We should define our success and happiness in life internally, not by external pressures from society – we shouldn’t give up our own happiness because people around us want something different.
Often when people hear about what I’m doing, they tell me about something of their own that they’ve always wanted to do. When I ask why they don’t do it, the most common response is this: “It’s not that easy.” This makes me sad. Here is the truth as I see it…
It may not be that easy, but it’s not too hard. We build walls around our hopes for all sorts of reasons, and the first step to breaking them down is to acknowledge them. From there, it’s all about taking action, training ourselves in small steps to reduce fear. The world is full of inspiring stories of people who have done and are doing amazing things – it’s not that easy for any of them… but it’s not too hard.
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I admire ANYONE who can throw caution to the wind like this, and several times I have tried but always been over-ridden by caution and in some ways, fear. It's annoying because I always preach "life is not a dress rehearsal" to other people!
However I am one of those people who doesn't just dream about things, I make them happen. I wanted to do a wingwalk so I did, I wanted to see Mayan ruins, so I did a trek around the Yucatan, I wanted to go to the Burning Man festival so I found a way to make it happen and that event changed my life for the better. Next year I'm going to China to explore off the beaten track, but only for 2 weeks :( and for my 40th in 2012 I've vowed to go to Mozambique and dive with whale sharks and mantas. I'm already saving up for that one.
I started my own internet business 4 years ago which, along with my part time job, generates the income to make my dreams happen. I live alone and have no second income from an "Other Half", so if I want something, I have to work to make it happen and I do. I will always be annoyed at myself that I can't 100% let go, and just head off into the world with a suitcase though. Even saying the word "CAN'T" makes me feel ashamed because if I really wanted to, I COULD. How do you get past this obstacle if you as a person, are inherently cautious with one eye constantly on future security?
I dream of a round the world ticket and living out of a backpack, but my overriding goal is to make a succes out of the business I am building, then use that success to finally get that round the world ticket. Is that a bad thing? Craving the success of my own achievements, rather than just thinking "screw it", shutting the business down, and heading off with my backpack and very little security?
To quote this post on http://truenomads.blogspot.com/2007/07/trip-is-born.html
"patience is not waiting, it is knowing - knowing that everything is happening, has happened, and will happen at exactly the right moment."
Maybe my moment is just around the corner ;o)
I do want to immediately point out that I am not at all trying to encourage people to go on huge world travel benders or the like - rather, I hope to use my extreme example to encourage people to go after appropriate risks for themselves.
All of us have things we have always wanted to do, but always seem to find excuses not to do them. I try to show that we don't have to be afraid. Whether it's taking a vacation in Egypt instead of Florida or simply going to a track day or taking a rock climbing class... Whatever it is, I hope to inspire people to get past the excuses.
I don't often talk about it except with very close friends, but this entire process is a massive struggle for me precisely because of the sacrifices I made/am making. I have given up much to do this, entirely changing the course of my life. Ultimately this is why I continue to do it - it's a rebellion against the cold logic of my trained thought processes, a desire to find a balance with passion and heart. Or, as I often explain, an early mid-life crisis. ;)
More than anything though, what makes this possible for me is my (extreme) self confidence. I don't feel like I'm throwing anything to the wind because, truth be told, I have the safety net of my intelligence and karma to fall back on.
I would say that in your case it sounds like you are doing exactly the right thing, and going about it the way I would myself. Find challenges to improve yourself and others around you - for you, right now, that challenge is what you are working on. From your phrasing, it sounds like that's the real risk.
It sounds like you're pushing yourself to success while finding room to challenge yourself dynamically in other directions. I think that's the key, and it sounds like you have it.